I always carry tissues with me nowadays. It never fails that I am feeling great when the littlest thing will remind me that he's not here.
I was reminded of you today when:
I woke up and your spot in the bed was empty
I heard our wedding song on the radio
we went to the sporting goods store and I had to figure out the sports stuff for our daughter
the kids were fighting and I couldn't ask you to help out
I did laundry and it seemed so little
I drove your truck
our daughter called using your old cell phone number
I didn't cook dinner because you are my big eater
I was watching TV and didn't have you to laugh with
I went to the grocery store and didn't need to buy your usual stuff
I wanted to tell you something but I couldn't just call
I went to your favorite lunch spot- Saigon- yummy
I filled out the customs form for your box to ship
I drove by your squadron on the way to the commissary
I said my prayers
and in my dreams!
Miss you babe!!
April 19, 2010
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My heart breaks for you...sending you hugs!
Awww! this is such a sweet post! Sad, but also happy - shows how much you LOVE him, and how much he means to you every minute of every day.
:)
Hang in there.
The laundry being so little really hit me this weekend. As I put away the few remnants of his laundry that he wore our last night together - it broke me down.
Many hugs and much love to you, wherever you are! Hang in there!
I seriously cry at EVERYTHING too. I feel ya!!
I have a break down every time I am in Costco - I don't know why. Also, sometimes when I am walking the dog the silence creeps in... I love that you are posting this - it makes me remember I am not alone in my burden.
Hugs <3
Sending you a hug! I've been feeling flooded by reminders a lot lately, I just ran out of tissues today! Hope these reminders also remind you of how good it will feel when he’s home again!
I tear up everytime I hear "At Last". I mute my computer everytime I go on my blog!
Aww :(
Big hugs for you sweetie <3
xx
I think I need to carry tissues with me as well. I understand EVERYTHING you wrote! Keep smiling.
I never have tissues! I should remember this next time my husband is gone
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